fresh.

i am starting my fourth term at art center this week.
oh, how time flies!
already fourth term!!!! that means half way done! 0_0 eep!
looking back, i know that i've learned a lot but i don't know if i've grown to the extent that i could have. so i am determined this term to get as much out of it as i can.

DILIGENCE!!! that shall be my motto for now. diligence in school/design, diligence in my walk with God and serving at church, diligence when helping my mom out...in everything!

let's go!!!

i realized in the midst of everything, you can always be thankful...
even in the worst circumstances, you really can.
it's all about how you accept and handle the situation and being positive makes it
that much better.

---

gdragon








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la dee dum.

it's been for freaking ever since i've posted here.
school is out next week!!! (:
and surprisingly, everything's been running pretty smoothly~
but of course, motion is kinda stressful :/
but other classes are ayokay.


i love mandalas. they're so pretty and intricate and yay.
the bunny one is so cute.





and this one below i thought was so cool.
i think it's from flickr?


but anyhow, i'm so excited for the 3 week break to come! hip hip hurray!

june gloom//

this weather is very depressing/downing/dragging//
i do not like, very much.
it should either be sunny or pour like there's no tomorrow.
none of this mediocre, in-the-middle, i-don't-know-what-i-am weather. ):


[photo from 100s cyworld]

but anyhow, 'tis week cinco...and i am still feeling very lazy.
(what's lazy in spanish again?? crud, i'm forgetting all my spanish)
i am currently doing motion homework. motion is okay, i guess but i'm not terrific at it :/

and i plan on going to the beach at least once this summer, even if i am in school!
anyone wanna go with? let's go soak up the sun after these clouds roll away.

oh yeah, i bought a canon ae-1 slr camera on ebay yesterday.
time to learn to use an slr!! i am excited!!!!! (:



okay, back to motion. ciao.
(i don't think i form comprehensive strings of thought, it's more like snippets. huh, interesting.)

epiphany.

so i finally realized something today.
i realized that there isn't one person that fits you or matches your standards 100%,
whether that be a friend or a significant other.
for the longest time, i've always looked for people that were "my kind of people", ones with perfect personalities, outlooks, etc.. (under my terms). obviously, i've never found a single person that matches this criteria perfectly.
and for the longest time i was so... disappointed and lonely.

but today, something just clicked and i realized that it's okay to trust and confide and draw closer to some people
in my life and that sometimes, there are more ups than downs...
not everyone lets you down and sometimes, they understand you.

as stupid as it may be, i was so comforted today by this little epiphany i had.
it feels like a huge burden was lifted off my shoulders today. i don't know what it was...
maybe my insecurities or lack of trust in people in general or selfishness...
but i haven't felt this kind of peace before in this area of my life. not that i'm living alone in solitude or anything,
but many times, i've felt so lonely even with so many people around me.



thus, today was a great day.